Bullying and Depression

      I just want to take a moment to talk about bullying and depression. I have wanted to talk about these two subjects for a long time and I feel like this is a good time to talk about it. There any be only one person reading this but there might be more. I just feel like I should get my story out and give advice to people reading this that might be getting bullied or has depression or someone who just feels upset. these stories I share on my blog are stories I don't tell anyone and throughout this blog post you will find out why I don't share anything anymore.
      I used to get bullied when I was about 9-10 years old. I used to get called names. I used to get disincluded from group games and activities. Yeah okay I know that its not a bad type of bullying but I had to deal with it for a whole 2 1/2 years. I didn't have any friends I was always peoples last choice. I was always the nerdy freak that people always saw as a loner. The only time people ever talked to me was because they anted something or because their mates weren't outside playing out or at school. I used to get called fat and round some days and that's why my confidence is down so low Its not s bad as the really bad stories you hear about bullying but its still counts as getting bullied. I you ever get called names or get beaten' up because of the way you look or who you are. Don't just ignore it tell someone, or you could speak to someone online for help advice.
      I want to talk about a very serious case that I still struggle with today. Depression. Depression isn't something to joke and laugh about, its really serious. Trust me I should know. I used to self harm not a lot but still did to the point were I have scars. I still do it sometimes but its not as bad. The reason I got to a dark place was because of friends. (I'm going to be talking about friendship in another blog post) I now don't talk to anyone about my feelings or any of my personal life because I have learnt that people in the real world can be really mean. If you do self harm or suffer from depression you can talk to someone about it. or you can comment below and I can help you. I'm getting better each day, this blog is helping me a lot.
      Please don't hide away who you are or what you feel. Everyone deserves to be heard.

                                                       geekchic signing off
                                                                                     xoxo