What is right and wrong in a relationship?

      I have recently come out of a relationship with someone that is 2 years young than me and just because I'm the girl and I'm older one and I'm the girl, the relationship isn't right. I would just like to point out that any relationship is okay. You can go out with anyone you want. Any relationship is okay.

• Being the older one whether your the older girl or the older boy is okay



• Being the taller one whether your the taller girl or the taller boy is okay



• Being in a relationship where its just a girl and a girl is okay



• Being in a relationship where is just a boy and a boy is okay

      Be in a relationship with who ever you want no one is stopping you. Ignore what people think and do what ever you want. Its your life, you can choose what you want to do.

                                                                   geekchic signing off
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Bullying and Depression

      I just want to take a moment to talk about bullying and depression. I have wanted to talk about these two subjects for a long time and I feel like this is a good time to talk about it. There any be only one person reading this but there might be more. I just feel like I should get my story out and give advice to people reading this that might be getting bullied or has depression or someone who just feels upset. these stories I share on my blog are stories I don't tell anyone and throughout this blog post you will find out why I don't share anything anymore.
      I used to get bullied when I was about 9-10 years old. I used to get called names. I used to get disincluded from group games and activities. Yeah okay I know that its not a bad type of bullying but I had to deal with it for a whole 2 1/2 years. I didn't have any friends I was always peoples last choice. I was always the nerdy freak that people always saw as a loner. The only time people ever talked to me was because they anted something or because their mates weren't outside playing out or at school. I used to get called fat and round some days and that's why my confidence is down so low Its not s bad as the really bad stories you hear about bullying but its still counts as getting bullied. I you ever get called names or get beaten' up because of the way you look or who you are. Don't just ignore it tell someone, or you could speak to someone online for help advice.
      I want to talk about a very serious case that I still struggle with today. Depression. Depression isn't something to joke and laugh about, its really serious. Trust me I should know. I used to self harm not a lot but still did to the point were I have scars. I still do it sometimes but its not as bad. The reason I got to a dark place was because of friends. (I'm going to be talking about friendship in another blog post) I now don't talk to anyone about my feelings or any of my personal life because I have learnt that people in the real world can be really mean. If you do self harm or suffer from depression you can talk to someone about it. or you can comment below and I can help you. I'm getting better each day, this blog is helping me a lot.
      Please don't hide away who you are or what you feel. Everyone deserves to be heard.

                                                       geekchic signing off
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Dont you just hate teachers?

      Don't you just hate teachers? Whether they tell you off for no reason what so ever, or if its just because you just don't like them. There is also one teacher you get each year that you hate more than any other teacher tat you have gotten that year.
      I just want to talk about for one minute what teachers are actually like in the UK and the UK curriculum. The UK curriculum isn't like America where you can transfer class if you want to move classes. In the UK you are only aloud to change class if you have a problem with the teacher. This is such a pain.
      I just want to talk a moment about my English teacher I have for 2 years throughout my GCSE coursework. She's young and only just got out of University. The only problem is, is she has only just started teaching and she's teaching a GCSE class. She is really lovely don't get me wrong but she's a absolute rubbish teacher. She expects us to learn something new within 2-3 days of looking at examples and then writing an assessment without practicing. Then after we have written the assessment she expects us to be working and getting our target grade that we should be getting at the end or year 11. She also says if we are not near out target grade we haven't been working hard enough. Oh I'm sorry if not smart enough and cant do the work you haven't taught us, that's not my fault.
      This frustrates me so much ugh. It has gotten to the point where school has made me have so many panic attacks in just 3 months of the school year. So who ever is reading this have you ever had something happen to you with teachers at school? If so feel free to comment down below, I would love to here your stories and feel free to follow me.
                                    
                                              geekchic signing off
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Would you ever pick up something you threw away?

      I just want to take a moment to ask a question and that question is 'Would you ever pick up something you threw away?' Doesn't matter whether you threw away food, rubbish or other things, would you pick it back up and keep it for a while. I know what you are probably thinking as your reading this, 'eww what is geekchic even talking about', 'that's disgusting why would geekchic even ask that type of question?'
      Well what if I asked 'would you ever go back out with your ex?' This question has recently popped up and has been ask by all my friends when they saw me and my ex get close again. We have recently got really close again and we both feel like we can talk to each other about anything, but we haven't only just been talking we have been hugging and holding hands. We have also been hanging out a lot and he doesn't seem to mind it. But when we broke up a while back I found out he only went out with me for a bet and if I do go back out with him I don't want it to end that way again. I don't know what to do.
      If anyone is reading this please can you leave any advice for my in the comments bellow, it would really help? You could also tell me if you have any similar stories about you and you ex and maybe I can help you out and give you advice.
             
                                         geekchic signing off
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Why I started this blog.

            I started this blog because I wanted to put my feelings on the internet instead of a journal for no one too read. This will obviously be anonymous so that no one know who I am and who I am talking about so that I wont get humiliated and shouted at for talking about people over the internet. The only person that knows about this blog is my friend beauty-girly (that is what im going to call her because of this being anonymous and all). I just thought I could share my feelings and thoughts with who ever is reading and at least help tem out with other problems they may be feeling.

                                            geekchic signing off
                                                                         xoxo